QT Ezk 34:1-10

So I'm learning to be patient. God spoke to me directly through people that my journey is especially a long one. I mean who get a word like that, but it's good which means I need to pace myself. I'm aiming for 90 years old ministry. I don't want to disqualify now this early on. God reveal to me through others that I am revengeful and proud, and also jealous. Wow, such deadly words. I have a really hard time to get rid of these. I worked at it, but I just need to continue to work these muscles. God often balances me with these honest and brutal words of conditions of me, which truly makes me humble. If I'm willing to receive such correction then I past the test. Allowing others to speak into our lives is the beginning of maturity. I just need to separate the correction with rejection because only a loving father disciplines his child. By keeping these words, I can save a life time of troubles. All these training are only preparing me for glory and the ability to stand in that place which God will soon place me in. So let me continue to hide myself and cover my face with tears of repentance. Let me put of the flesh and be honestly working at these weaknesses. I wanna see every generation curse and every generational weaknesses be completely broken off from my life because I have a new DNA from Christ. My prayer is this 2 Thesselonians that I will be count worthy to fulfill my destiny and the fullness of God's will and I believe you are praying for the same.