The Narrow Road

I'm pretty frustrated when I was ignored by my teacher many times, and just can't seem to get through. But I still remember to not to hold anything in my heart against her. And there're many other things go on which requires a lot of humility to go on. I really feel the beginning of the narrow road which they prophesied over me. I'm really going down and being trapped in a prison like Joseph. He had all these great talents and gifting, yet He was thrown into prison. It's like God you put the desires and these gifting in me, You are the one that stirs me up, yet you put me in a prison? But what God was doing is to reduce his pride and make Him a man who lives only for God. But one day God will exalt him over the whole world because of His obedience and humility.

Please pray that God will give me the grace to go through this long and lasting painful process. But wait, obedience is the reward of responding Jesus' fiery love.